My, what a stressful torturous last three weeks of the quarter this has been! My second quarter back and this is tiring. I think my sleep is even worse this time, although my procrastination hasn't changed. Even as much as I hated the previous quarter, how come this one feels so much harder even though I have no terrible classes?
I find myself humored by the mirror of my personal self metaphor thought ideal idea -perception-... That I am one of nearly no secrets. That is very much and even more so reflected in these journals! I was almost surprised to see it.

I really dislike that this microwaved egg seems flesh-like. I've been in a nauseated mood all today. I think that was today. I guess yesterday. Day before yesterday? Oh..
I pulled an all-nighter after all. I did muchly enjoy working on my fiction assignment, but it is so draining. At least this time I knew what I had to do, and easily.

I feel all excited to have finished my four page research paper from scratch and 4 page draft-to-final paper with reflection all today, but I'm realizing that even with... five days left until class ends, I have so much left to do!
I have a posterboard to make and present, I have a final test to study for, I have a Japanese oral interview to study for, I have an english 'gift' to make...... and a long last day of yoga.. wait, two days. Good lord.
So tired want to die.
I'm happy that today I have two classes because my third ended already, at least, 'class' itself did, not the test. But that leaves me with two hours miserably fighting sleep before my usually-third class.

Wess gets sad because, almost every time at least three times a week... I wake up at 7 am, rush out the door, get home at either 12, 3, or 4pm, and then fall asleep for 6 hours until 9pm or something and spend the rest of the time trying to do homework.
I keep doing this.. over and over.
One time I missed my classes that way.
I'm so tired.
It's a cruel cycle.
Things are too distracting for me to work on, even beyond the procrastination. Please stop watching movies right next to me, or playing video games. My computer is right next to the large TV.

I have to get ready for school now. Sleep me. No, don't sleep me. Let me sleep in a wagon and please wheel me off to school. I don't have energy to move my legs.